06 February 2006

BLAHG BLAHG BLAHG

I was going to blog about the Super Bowl and the Seahawks sad defeat, but all of that seems so trivial now. I just read Rae's tagboard and Peter's post and Everything I was going to say doesn't really matter now. Anyway, I want it to be true, and I don't know why it shouldn't be, but I don't want to be hurt again.

Yesterday, Sunday the 5th, was the two year anniversary of my father's death. I really do miss him. It's not just that Ed Bower is gone, it's that I don't have a father (on this earth) anymore. I had been thinking about it a lot, and when the day finally came I didn't even realize until late in the evening talking to some girls at church.

I'm tired, I'll talk to you all later.

John

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